Tunnel

Continuing with the theme:

Exiting from tonight's meditation I reached the Vortex State, and yet there was a willfulness to its arrival, perhaps due to the previous post about it. It seemed I anticipated it in a unique way. With the white on black panorama in front of me I first noticed it was stagnant and with, again, a will, it began to turn. Something about it reminded me of my childhood pastime. Staring in the dark from my bed late at night I'd watch a slow moving shower of multi-colored dots flow uniformly across my field of vision in an arch. They seemed to be in the middle of the bedroom. I knew they weren't actually there, and yet there they were.

Back to the TM, almost as soon as the white-line image began its turn (counterclockwise? Does it matter?)I was seeing an image beyond it, again 3D but this time a tunnel, man-made concrete archway with nothing but darkness (literal) inside.

And that's it. Already I fear this blog is becoming nothing more than a catalog of meaningless images spilling forth from the unconscious. The deep insights are so often fleeting and uncatchable, especially when the typing begins. Add to that my rather dark mood at the moment, as the memorial for my brother approaches...